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Letters

Let's do it inwardly

Beloved below are various letters - all for you, spun in love. Our hearts know the way.

Every image corresponds to a letter. Every letter is an act of my desire simply to be with you, to feel you there on the other end of an invisible line. Navigate these letters intuitively; find an image or expression that resonates with you and begin here. Continue clicking and reading where you feel moved. In this way we are guided; we are connected heart-to-heart, we are communicating through hearts. And darling be it one image, one letter, one encounter or many our connection is a colossal force of happening. I write to you because I care for you. Deeply. Without reserve. It is my wish for you to know my love, to know your great, exuding charm. Newest, most recent letters are near the top.

Now feel that thud; the center of your chest beats. And there too, is our secret. Read blissfully. To me you are breathtakingly perfect.

Says The Alchemist

Hello Beautiful,

A black cat. Witchcraft. Maybe yes, maybe no… What is it that I do?

  • I stare into your eyes, and a tingling turns to thunder.

  • I take hold of your hand, and vapor mist solidifies.

  • I silence my thoughts, all talking stops… and an quaking rumble cools, gels and becomes a liquid pool… a reflective surface; over the edge I peer and behold. I see a human girl. Isn’t she beautiful? Yes. Yes I am.

I am The Alchemist.

Earth. Air. Fire. Water. These are my colors, my palette moves and hums; it’s the vibration I twist, manipulate, and from atoms carve my dream. I am a sorceress. I am powerful. And you cannot stop me, should I wish to be unstoppable.

Ahh… but look at the trees, leaves dancing in the wind, that shade of amber light bouncing and skipping in delight. Let’s not ruin this. Let’s not ruin trees. I’m so proud of it, I’m so proud of the image and the feeling and the unmistakable goodness of looking up through curving branches, of glittery sunlight kisses upon green flecks of water mixed with earth. Each and every leaf is handcrafted from my heart. Did you know that? Each and every leaf, is perfectly imperfect and perfectly unique. They are all so special to me. Like snowflakes; so too with ice one must be deliberate, considerate, and full with gratitude of an unparalleled reach if one is to create an entity so perfect in design that never, can it ever, be rivaled by another… not in form, nor purpose.

Human for ages, and through the centuries… you have stifled me. You have held me down. You’ve taken what you wanted, when you wanted it. And the balance of this planet, the equilibrium of my dream… tipped. One side too heavy. Know that I allowed this. Know that it was I who permitted your domination, my acquiescence. For in but one breath I could demolish the scale of balance and all its inhabitants. You have forgotten Who I Am.

I am The Alchemist, I Am Divine Feminine; it is through me, and through me alone… you exist.

A thousand images will pass through the lens of your mind in the flashing seconds before you die. You will cry out for me, your Divine Mother… and in my arms you will be forever held, made safe and protected. But it is Now… my child, my creation… it is NOW I cry out to be held. I cry out to you. I will not torch my dream, I refuse. I will not demolish you; not in glory, nor your weakest link… not even in the peril of a scale-tipping disease. For still, I BELIEVE. I believe in you… darling you must be brave.

  • I am Mother Earth.

  • I am in the waters, the embers, the dirt, air and ether.

  • I am the heartbeat of every human mother, of every earthy daughter… so too the heartbeat of every earthly father and son.

  • I am feeling as opposed to thought. I am sound as opposed to light. I am a love that heals and holds as opposed to a love that asserts and defends.

I am the Essence Of Feminine, and I am not to be taken for a fool. Do not wrap me up in pink and think me complete… child I created not only the rainbow but so too your ability to see.

  • So LOOK with your heart. FEEL through the music. KNOW as the soul knows: always dawn carries with it the blossom of a love refreshed, stripped of impurities, of imbalances... and streaming over the tops of snowcapped mountains, of sparkling oceanic horizons, over the crests of city skyscrapers cloaked in the mark of human fantasy made-real… always dawn announces, in that triumphant cascade of morning light… a resounding truth; irrefutable proof. Dawn carries with it, in its rays of bone-melting glow (for from your ashes I craft life… ) the glistening tendrils of a never-ending story. Dawn is an epiphany. Dawn is a gift for you, from me. Dawn is yet another… opportunity.

Femininity is not an idea. It’s not a gender. Femininity is one-half of a whole.

You feel stifled because you have stifled me. You feel broken (and thus my children hurt my children) because you have numbed the conduit uniting us, the conduit uniting you to me… our energetic umbilical cord, so to speak. But you are not powerless and you are not broken; always you are shown the way. Dawn carries with it my kiss; a kiss for you. In the midst of thy darkest fears I kiss you on the forehead so tenderly sweet creature. I hold you. I whisper… it is just a dream. I say “what matters is real.” I say “what matters is forevermore” and “my darling, be at ease for I am The Alchemist…” and “from but one drop I make the sea, from but one grain I make all earth, from one flicker all flame and from but one breath all life-birthing exhalation,” and “from but one glance… ”

From one internal glance, from but one internal zap of cognizant acceptance (you feel the sun edging its way up over the darkness; the warmth and the calm flood through your bloodstream…) from but one honest attempt to hold me and to know me from within, to love me internally as I love you, to love the you as I have made you…

  • To remember not only your strength but your poise, not only your fire but your grace…

  • To remember not only your indignation for injustice but your affinity for all things living…

  • To remember not only the keen abilities of your intellect but so too the rippling effects of your curves and tantalizing touch…

  • To remember you are not only a force to be reckoned with but so too you are equally a potency of ethereal benevolence; of soft-spoken lines and gentle currents…

  • To remember you have come from me and I am within you. To remember without me there can be no harmony and that the pain, the vile imbalances of your current world, my beloved dream… comes from the brutal reverberation of feminine suppression; you cannot cage one half of your being - cut me off, treat me lesser - and expect to live fully, without suffering.

Please Human… allow ME to speak through your mind and your heart without inhibition; for from one moment of genuine embrace, from but one moment of you honestly looking over the inward edge, of you honestly and lovingly beholding my reflection; an elemental birthright, your feminine mystique… from but one moment of you upholding me; of you accepting me from where I stand and as I am; of you believing in my divine potential, as I believe in you… from this, well from this all entanglements are made smooth and my dream’s equilibrium tips… comes crashing back into a bedrock of fundamental balance, of symmetrical perfection. For I Am The Alchemist. I Heal All wounds. I Mend All Wrongs. From even the tiniest glint, from a silent shimmer… I make darkness shine.

I am the one you seek. I Am She.

And on this day, in my gentle way, I beseech… “Give me one chance, and darling… I will set you free.”

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Shanna Lodge Evje