Been waiting for you.

Letters

Let's do it inwardly

Beloved below are various letters - all for you, spun in love. Our hearts know the way.

Every image corresponds to a letter. Every letter is an act of my desire simply to be with you, to feel you there on the other end of an invisible line. Navigate these letters intuitively; find an image or expression that resonates with you and begin here. Continue clicking and reading where you feel moved. In this way we are guided; we are connected heart-to-heart, we are communicating through hearts. And darling be it one image, one letter, one encounter or many our connection is a colossal force of happening. I write to you because I care for you. Deeply. Without reserve. It is my wish for you to know my love, to know your great, exuding charm. Newest, most recent letters are near the top.

Now feel that thud; the center of your chest beats. And there too, is our secret. Read blissfully. To me you are breathtakingly perfect.

Rainbows For Days

Hello Beautiful,

Don’t be frightened. Don’t be afraid.

I wish right now, that I could hold you and whisper in your ear - remember who you are.

This is hard. You’re up against it dear one. This is messy and uncomfortable and full of uncertainties. Indeed, you’ve traveled far and further yet you are to climb. COVID-19… An awful, pernicious, invisible little monster; it’s after you, it’s after us all, it’s here to do bad things, it’s here to cause harm and to hurt the ones we love, it’s here to sneak in and to snuff lives, it’s here to kill human beings… I know that’s how it seems. I know it seems so bleak. I know you feel lost and scared and abandoned. I know it seems like you have to fend for yourself. I know you feel all alone. But you’re not.

I am here too. I am with you. I’m here on some other corner of the planet, on some other corner of the globe… and I’m fighting for you. I am a human. And I stand by you. I am washing my hands, I am staying indoors, I am staying at home, I am leaving on shelves that which I do not need, I am taking Vitamin C, and I am moving through my world without you, without you next to me because I am doing everything I can to make sure that you stay safe. But oh I miss you. I miss you terribly. I miss you so much my dear friend, and so in the quiet moments - between my own happenings, between my own worry and circle of needs - I sit and think of you. I think of humanity, and I hold for you… our heart. I safeguard your dreams and through a silent whispering I call out to you, I beat from within the walls of your chest and remind you, that all is well. That not all is lost. That not all is what it seems.

I remind you that you carry an empyrean key.

RED (Ruby, Readiness, Rapture) - ORANGE (Originality, Origin, One-Sun) - YELLOW (Yield, Give Way, The Yolk of Life) - GREEN (Grace, Growth, Grandeur) - BLUE (Blessed Unrest, Blast Off, Balloons) - INDIGO (Insight, True Sight, Incarnation) - VIOLET (Victory, All Things Unite, Vacuum of Love Inverts Forever Extends)… these are a series of images. Hold them in your mind’s eye, and be at ease. Dear one, YOU are a spectrum, a ray of light. Hand over heart feel each color swirling, pulsing, spilling over with life; you are an unstoppable force of love and abundance, of love and forgiveness, of pure earthly goodness.

I know it seems strange. Think of it this way… You know that feeling you get when you spot a rainbow? When you stop and look up? All those colors above, arching across the sky? That’s you. You are that feeling.

Don’t be afraid. Be in love. Be in love with who you are.

I know I am. I am in absolute awe.

You couldn’t be more beautiful.

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